Arithmetic

 At last! my first official post in this site.. Well, today is Thursday and of course it's my privilege to speak my mind. -I am happy. Just happy. I dont know why.. but I am satisfied. I do not want to complicate my life with people and their freakin dramas lately. haha.. -I am excited about my Spanish Class.. yes at last classes will start on June 2. Ive waited for the enrollment like MONTHHHSSS!! and so my waiting at last is over. -I feel so peaceful these few days. Probably because i don't have too many accounts to check and be involved with. hehe -I am a little disturbed about something. And I wonder, why the thought of it could make me smile, for no reason at all. It is so Ironic that I know it's something disturbing yet it calms me. It paralyzes me yet it somehow freed me from something ive been tied up to lately. Or maybe I am just over-analyzing. - I am a bit worried that my hair is growing fast. i just had it cut and now it grew to the same ...

(May 09, 2009) It's Thursday.... yesterday... and today is Friday.. (getting mixed up already) Well, I don't know.. my mind is empty really... void actually cause I'm waiting for something to hit me.. *Have you ever done something intentionally that you know the consequences would hunt you down afterward? And so you wait and expect for something bad to happen anytime soon. Maybe a flat tire.. or maybe a series of unfortunate (for lack of better terms) events.. or maybe something you've been praying for the longest time to turn out not as you've expected. Disappointment.. i found this very common to any human. I even get to be disappointed by my own self especially those decisions i made when caught "off-guard." "The frailty of our own sinful humanness is a heavy burden." - Mark Conner As I sit and wonder on how God has been so naive of this disappointing human nature, on how sinful man can get.. on how incapable we are at ti...

(May 05, 2009) "Waiting on God isn't about the suspension of meaning and purpose. It's part of the meaning and purpose that God has brought into my life. Waiting on God isn't to be viewed as an obstruction in the way of the plan. Waiting is an essential part of the plan. For the child of God, waiting isn't simply about what I'll receive at the end of my wait. No, waiting is much more purposeful, efficient, and practical than that. Waiting is fundamentally about what I'll become as I wait. God is using the wait to do in and through me exactly what He's promised. Through the wait He's changing me. By means of the wait He's altering the fabric of my thoughts and desires. Through the wait He's causing me to see and experience new things about Him and His kingdom. And all of this sharpens me, enabling me to be a more useful tool in His redemptive hands. Trusting God actually takes effort. Trusting God actually takes w...

(April 29, 2009) Thursday- as usual is Brain Bug Thursday. A privilege to speak my mind out loud. -My mum sent me some drugs. hahaha. (she's so mindful of us) -No Uncle Moe's today. We'll have Ravioli and crepe at home. -I miss Ate Mel and Kuya Tito badly. [I will soon crash into your place pag di pa tayo nagschedule ulit ng labas. :)] -I dunno how to cheer up Nova anymore..She seems a little depress lately. :( -I'm starting my plurk account from scratch. So my karma is on strike. -I wasn't able to sleep last night cause i did a lot of reasoning on things that were pure rants and moot points. After praying and crying out to God (Oh yeah, i'm such a cry baby). God reminded me of the word "WISDOM". They say that-- "WISDOM will be proved right by her actions." I believe that people will measure you by how you define things. Therefore, you live according to your definition (standards). Thus, your actions will determi...

--> "If I add, if I subtract, If I give it all try to take some back, I forgotten then freedom that comes from the fact, that YOU are the sum.. and YOU are the one.. I want" ARITHMETIC was taken from the song Arithmetic by Brooke Fraser. I met her long before she made her album and she continually inspires me with her music until today. I could describe myself the same as this SLOI test described me. Extroversion |||||||||||||||| 70% Emotional Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 73% Inquisitiveness |||||||||||||||| 63% Your sloan type is SLOAI Your primary type is Organized Organized more controlled than random, more logical than abstract, uncomfortable when things are imperfect, more grounded than in the clouds, overachiever, likes the security of working for a company, motivate...

Sept 21, 07 An Elvish friend of mine made a poem; He asked me to translate it to Elvish Language. I used "Quenya"- Language of the High Elvens.. Happy Reading for those who understand Tolkien Language. **UNTITLED** I’ll take away your tears; Amin nauva sana kela lle niire If my heart you can find Manka cormamin lee tira Tell me a secret; Kwentra amin olin And I’ll tell you of mine Ar’ amin nauva kwentra lee en amin Let me in; Lenne amin e’ And I’ll let you have a peek at my soul Ar’ amin nauva lle lenne hama maa ie amin fea Open up your eyes Assa’ie de lle elee So I may see you as you’re whole Ikotane amin Aa’ en lle vee lle naa quanta Understand what I am Rangwa mani amin naa So you may see what I’m worth Ikotane lye Aa’ hama alye And take shelter by the hearth Ar’ sana halya ed’ I’ kemen Which will be created Mani’er nauva onn By the binding of our souls Ed’ I’ alye’ie en lye fea And out of the two imperfect pieces...

May 29, 2008 AMIN MELAR - "En' Vesta" No sina lema ten' mela, amin merna a' nauva sal'... Tenna' lle ar' amin govannen, ar' alye' nauva tyava Heruamin mela lanna lye'. Amin Hiraetha tanya amin wethrine san', ten' amin uuma rangwa sut' nae ta a'. Amin uma, amin nauva a' avara tel' goth neuma ten' minya dethola ar' amin ona e'. Sii' tanya Heruamin ona amin latin rangwa no lle,,lye voronwië ten'amin. Lle merna a' poika lle corm ar' nauva sal' ar' dil' a' Heruamin. Amin vesta tanya amin nauva merna vithel poika ar' ar-ten' lle. Hantale,,,,lle nowe amin tanya amin raika a' nowe amin il' ten'. Amin nauva sal' no a' Heruamin vesta a' amin tanya tenna, lye nauva omantuva, ar' amin nauva lasta a' lle lina en' mela, vee' amin ona lle yassen mela ar' vesta en' tenoio'e' amin elee. Ar' amin nauva lle tarien. Nora yass...

July 23, 2008 There will be times when God will allow trial, complaint, and maybe False accusation to come into your life. At that moment, God will take His lamp and put it to your spirit. You may be stronger and have more power and influence than the accuser. You may be able to crush him/her. But God knows that who you are under pressure is who you are. God wants to see if you've got the right spirit in the face of adversity. God wants to know if you are able to "bless those who curse you and pray for those who spitefully use you" (Luke 6:28) It is in times of pressure, times of crisis, that your real spirit will come out. You may not be perfect. YOU MAY MESS UP. You may do things wrong. But God always goes beneath the surface to illuminate our spirits, saying in effect, " I want to see how much light you're putting off by your spirit." No matter what happens to your life; no matter who hurts you, no matter who cuts you off, undermines you, you need to have...

When it comes to love. We hardly find ourselves either winning or loosing. But either way, we must understand love and it's real definition. Someone told me that ¨Being in love, in a relationship, it´s just a different reality; not necessarily a better reality (compared to being alone), but just a different one.¨ I didn't agree. I still don't. Another one told me, ¨You should only be with someone, if being in love with that person makes you happier than when you are alone.¨ Words I agreed more. If I followed the words of the former, I would be easily satisfied. Because the expectations from a loving relationship would be not much different from a life alone. Unfortunately, my vision of love is closer to the latter. Hence, I'm more demanding in love. I didn't need someone to make me happy, being alone with God is satisfying enough for me. But if falling in love could make me happier; it is something I cannot control; His happiness will become more important than min...