Arithmetic

Not Thursday but this is a BBT post. For those who don't know what my BBT is all about.. Click Here . Every Thursday I debug my brain from a lot of thoughts I came up with the whole week. :) I have lots of things to blog about, also some important changes in my life lately. However with all the things I am blessed with today, I am excited that i finally have learned to DANCE. :) I am currently reading a book titled Facing Your Giants . And in one of it's chapters; DISTANT DEITY , Max Lucado illustrated how God comes to in His own terms. He (Max) explained that when David experienced the presence of God, He danced with all his might. 14 David, wearing a linen ephod, danced before the LORD with all his might 2 Samuel 6:14 David danced like a kid whenever He experience the presence of His father (God). And I believe, any human father would dance too as he see his children welcome him with all their twirling and dancing, giving all their might. :) Dancing is one thing i ne...

I love listening to this song.. I love the idea how One Perfect Being could love an imperfect person like me. I love you BEST! Yearn Holy design This place in time That I might seek and find my God, my God Lord, I wanna yearn for You I wanna burn with passion over You Only You Lord, I wanna yearn for You I wanna burn with passion over You Only You Lord, I wanna yearn Your joy is mine Yet why am I fine With all my singing and bringing grain In light of Him Oh you give life and breath Through Him You give all things In Him we live and move That's why I sing

This is a BBT post. (Brain Bug Thursday).. i think i need to pull this off in advance since I have nothing to do here at the office. Oh yeah,, by the way, I'm currently stucked alone here at the office.. with (imagine the scene) rain pouring hard outside, flooded street, without a single vehicle passing by.. no sign of a passing cab to save me and bring me home. It's already 8pm and if i did not decide to finish up some work from a meeting which was ended super late (530pm).. i probably could've left the office at exactly 5pm. I ordered food only to hear the lady from the other line say, "Mam, your food will be delivered in 45 mins", which registered to me as "Mam, you cant eat in 45 mins even if it's 8pm already and you are starving". But I wonder why after all these "hassles" i am caught into, I am remaining calm, secured, enjoying every tick of the clock knowing ill be home in a bit.. cuddling my pillows under the warm embrace of my qui...

Took some lines from Twilight!  *Sigh, --You caught me off guard. But I'm on my best behavior now.. *Sigh, --I was afraid… because, for, well, obvious reasons, I can't stay with you. And I'm afraid that I'd like to stay with you, much more than I should.. *Sigh, --I'm essentially a selfish creature. I crave your company too much to do what I should.. *Sigh, --I had to run out, to get away before I could speak the words that would make you follow… *Sigh, --You already know how I feel, of course.. I'm here… which, roughly translated, means I would rather Fall than stay away from you *Sigh, --It won't be so hard again.. *Sigh, -- I'm intoxicated by your presence...

It's Thursday.. as usual..Brain Debugging Day. --I am on a fast today... okay in my vocabulary i call it Purposeful Starvation . I'm praying for WISDOM, GOD's PROVISION, and PURPOSE. My prayer shields would know the specific areas and decisions i need to pray for and I'm enjoying this day so far. -- I am thinking of the things I traded before in the past.. (some made me sad, some made me feel blessed) and while I'm thinking of those things, I thought of those things i could still trade in for something. -- Why do I miss 'someone" within my reach? Oh im so desperate.. tsk tsk.. (with a grin) -- LG: Last night is our Leadership Group. And I wonder why girls consumes too much time on topic about LOVE. But I learned a lot from my LG last night. So at home I realized that I need to tweak some of my standards. Then I came across a list of compromises Id do with God. Now, I'm leaning more on the wisdom side. :) -- I'm going to surf this weekend. It'll...

 At last! my first official post in this site.. Well, today is Thursday and of course it's my privilege to speak my mind. -I am happy. Just happy. I dont know why.. but I am satisfied. I do not want to complicate my life with people and their freakin dramas lately. haha.. -I am excited about my Spanish Class.. yes at last classes will start on June 2. Ive waited for the enrollment like MONTHHHSSS!! and so my waiting at last is over. -I feel so peaceful these few days. Probably because i don't have too many accounts to check and be involved with. hehe -I am a little disturbed about something. And I wonder, why the thought of it could make me smile, for no reason at all. It is so Ironic that I know it's something disturbing yet it calms me. It paralyzes me yet it somehow freed me from something ive been tied up to lately. Or maybe I am just over-analyzing. - I am a bit worried that my hair is growing fast. i just had it cut and now it grew to the same ...

(May 09, 2009) It's Thursday.... yesterday... and today is Friday.. (getting mixed up already) Well, I don't know.. my mind is empty really... void actually cause I'm waiting for something to hit me.. *Have you ever done something intentionally that you know the consequences would hunt you down afterward? And so you wait and expect for something bad to happen anytime soon. Maybe a flat tire.. or maybe a series of unfortunate (for lack of better terms) events.. or maybe something you've been praying for the longest time to turn out not as you've expected. Disappointment.. i found this very common to any human. I even get to be disappointed by my own self especially those decisions i made when caught "off-guard." "The frailty of our own sinful humanness is a heavy burden." - Mark Conner As I sit and wonder on how God has been so naive of this disappointing human nature, on how sinful man can get.. on how incapable we are at ti...

(May 05, 2009) "Waiting on God isn't about the suspension of meaning and purpose. It's part of the meaning and purpose that God has brought into my life. Waiting on God isn't to be viewed as an obstruction in the way of the plan. Waiting is an essential part of the plan. For the child of God, waiting isn't simply about what I'll receive at the end of my wait. No, waiting is much more purposeful, efficient, and practical than that. Waiting is fundamentally about what I'll become as I wait. God is using the wait to do in and through me exactly what He's promised. Through the wait He's changing me. By means of the wait He's altering the fabric of my thoughts and desires. Through the wait He's causing me to see and experience new things about Him and His kingdom. And all of this sharpens me, enabling me to be a more useful tool in His redemptive hands. Trusting God actually takes effort. Trusting God actually takes w...

(April 29, 2009) Thursday- as usual is Brain Bug Thursday. A privilege to speak my mind out loud. -My mum sent me some drugs. hahaha. (she's so mindful of us) -No Uncle Moe's today. We'll have Ravioli and crepe at home. -I miss Ate Mel and Kuya Tito badly. [I will soon crash into your place pag di pa tayo nagschedule ulit ng labas. :)] -I dunno how to cheer up Nova anymore..She seems a little depress lately. :( -I'm starting my plurk account from scratch. So my karma is on strike. -I wasn't able to sleep last night cause i did a lot of reasoning on things that were pure rants and moot points. After praying and crying out to God (Oh yeah, i'm such a cry baby). God reminded me of the word "WISDOM". They say that-- "WISDOM will be proved right by her actions." I believe that people will measure you by how you define things. Therefore, you live according to your definition (standards). Thus, your actions will determi...

--> "If I add, if I subtract, If I give it all try to take some back, I forgotten then freedom that comes from the fact, that YOU are the sum.. and YOU are the one.. I want" ARITHMETIC was taken from the song Arithmetic by Brooke Fraser. I met her long before she made her album and she continually inspires me with her music until today. I could describe myself the same as this SLOI test described me. Extroversion |||||||||||||||| 70% Emotional Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 73% Inquisitiveness |||||||||||||||| 63% Your sloan type is SLOAI Your primary type is Organized Organized more controlled than random, more logical than abstract, uncomfortable when things are imperfect, more grounded than in the clouds, overachiever, likes the security of working for a company, motivate...