To You.



I'm a...romanticist at a distance,
only seeing never touching, watching thee.
 Time betrays me as it slays me, I exacerbate my condition.
 Not quite feeling, thoughts I'm stealing, dreaming thee.
 I arrange some possibilities, they disolve into obscurity.
 I'm a pilgrim in a landscape only talked about in passing,
 barely moving, always reaching, wanting thee.
As I look at thine eyes..
Thou hath not seen my existence
Lest faith turn to despair.
 Do I have to bleed, to make thy heart understand?
 Do I have to continue to suffer?
Oh how would thee realize? For Thou hast life is thou lovest thee!

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